I'm here today
like I was yesterday
& you would pass me by
as if no one was there all the way

there is no one to blame but the heart that I got &I'm so ashamed
I also know to be with you there is no way
it might be a phase but I just want to break it free & run away

from the face that keeps hunting my dreams
the one that my eyes only sees

I love you and it's Okay
but in the end as a friend I will always stay...

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one of my old stuff as well but I like it , but now it means nothing to me so I thought it would be nice to share it as an art

you think to own me is something you can do, but don't
I will never stop until I see the head of you hits the dirt
I'm stronger than what you have thought
needing you is something I won't
my passion for you won't let me stop
until you bleed of love then I will halt
for love will die in my hands tonight


I've grown more
& I will soar
love will never bother me no more
& I will not stay here anymore
like all the times before
Because I got stronger & that was all I was looking for

....my heart
and I will not rest until I see you
bleeding of love like all the rest
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this is one of old poems which i still like and special thanks to someone who helped me to edit it ^_^

I love you till the words lost their meanings ,
i love you with every breath i'm taking ...
Crying on my pillow alone i'm remaining ...
Just because of the destiny we are facing ...
And i'm suffering but i can't tell, you are the only one on my mind and for you i had fell ...
Your love for me might not be as big as mine or might never be on your mind ,
and playing with me you might not mind,
but in that case for you to be happy with my happiness i will sacrifice.

But if the day for you to love me came know
that only for you i'll stay the same, but if you decided to leave i will feel ashamed ,
because you are the only who could own my heart when i warned him and asked him to stay away ,
but i guess that's the only thing you might not see coming on your way,
you made me feel beautiful like no one has ever made me feel , you made me
feel human like no one could ever made me feel.

I beg the hell out of you to stay because I
can't stand the thought of you being away,
for my life you gave meaning ,the fear of tomorrow with you is fading ,
that's because you are near and your heart is the light for my path and it's shining.
There is more to say and a lot in my heart is remaining and If you think i'm crazy then that's because of your loving.

no right for me to say this and I know ,
but what can I do when my heart is the one you should be blaming...
you are the pulse for my existence and all the love inside me is made for loving you...

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since there isn't much going on in my life to talk about here is one of my old poems and it's called confused...

Verse One:

Feel Me and Kiss Me
Come and Cure Me
Tease me and Touch Me
After That Please Me
Everything With Me Makes You Go Nasty
Even My Perfume Is Driving You Crazy

Bridge:
Stop Torturing Me
Stop MissTreating Me

Chorus:
Yes Get Me To ecstasy
& Give Me What I Need
KAMASUTRA
Yes Come On & Dance With Me
Sexy Cha Cha Cha
KAMASUTRA

Verse Two:
Lay There Beside Me When I Need You Nightly
The Touch Of My Skin That Makes You Feel Hasty
Put Your Hand There Slip It All Over Body

Bridge:
Stop Torturing Me
Stop MissTreating Me

(2)Chorus:
Yes Get Me To ecstasy
& Give Me What I Need
KAMASUTRA
Yes Come On & Dance With Me
Sexy Cha Cha Cha
KAMASUTRA
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this one was inspired by a song that I've heard and I loved which made me feel like writing something close to it.
the lyrics are a little bit a tease ...

being here without you
is just the beginning of me to realize
the truth of what I already felt for you
no matter what I'll try to do now
out of focus I will stay
I'll be here all the way
all alone
getting more insane day by day
........
Out of focus is just something I've written in a state of mind that I had when I was doing some art work that had the same name.